Mornings
The darkness swirls around me and I cannot see the light of day
Thoughts whirl around my head I cannot hear the joyful chirps of the graceful birds.
My heart flutters in my chest as if a butterfly perhaps my spirit is trying to escape
It means my heart finds it hard to reach out to others.
The fist clenches around my neck I cannot breath its too strong.
I feel like laying in my bed closing my eyes from the world only to find what I'm scared of is inside me.
Suddenly I hear something
A gurgle of joy, a giggle of mischief
I lift myself out of bed every step a challenge my body screaming.
I open the door a ray of light breaks through the darkness
The beautiful, loving smile of the most previous thing in my life.
My gorgeous boy
